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Friday, June 16, 200612:19 PM
apparently enqi's sick..
n vy sick indeed.
=( e flu just wont go ehs?
=(
maybe it's e fever or e flu tt's makin me emo too.
so nw im physically sick n mentally sick as well.
but at least..not tt bad today la..((: fever's gone.
C..i dont nd a doctor k?! ((:
but well... thanks for e care n concern ppl ((:
nicole..im sorry but i cant join u on ur shoppin trip tml.
maybe nxt week? im rili terribly sick ..=(
latr i go out..run outta tissues ...i wil be shoppin for tissues!....
hahas..
oh ya.. im feelin soapy saddy..wadeva u can come up with.
somehow i dont feel good ..... ='( apparently..i started feelin bad ever since i kno he gt a gf ehs? but nw..it's nt tt.... cus i knew he's just a crush.. someone.like an illusion..tt i yearn for...... mmm..((: well.. just say.im glad we are frns.. he's a nice frn to have tho..((;
lols..
uh..so y m i feelin bad?
i guess nicole's was right. dere's something i cant let go..=(
someone i cant forget ..
or perhaps is just e non stop of listenin to soapy songs.
((;
I'll remember you
it has been so long since we had talked,
i hope that things are still the same.
hoping that they will never change.
cos what we had can never be replace.
dont let our memories fade away.
keep it in your heart for always.
made me believe, i can do almost anything.
stood right by me, from the tears to everything.
i'll remember you, and baby that's forever true.
you're the one that i'll always miss.
never thought it would feel like this.
i'll remember you, no matter what you're going thru.
in my heart you'll always be forever baby,i'll remember you.
i'll promise you, i wont forget, the times we shared, the tears we cried.
you'll always be the sun in my sky.
it may be faint but brings us back to meet again someday.
even tho we go seperate ways, made me believe, i can do almost anything.
stood right by me, from the tears to everything.
i'll remember you, and baby that's forever true.
you're the one that i'll always miss.
never thought it would feel like this.
i'll remember you, no matter what you're going thru.
in my heart you'll always be forever baby,i'll remember you.
if the day should come, you need some one, you know that i'llfollow,i'll be there. dont ever let there be a doubt in your mind, cos i'll remember you.
i'll remember you, and baby that's forever true.
you're the one that i'll always miss.
never thought it would feel like this.
i'll remember you, no matter what you're going thru.
in my heart you'll always be forever baby, i'll remember you.
forever baby, i'll remember you.
*lyrics gotten frm Nicole's blog
I just can't understand the ways
of guys and their mistakes.
you give them all your heart,
and then they rip it all away..
You told me how much you loved me,
and how our love was meant to be
and I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free.
You should've just told me the truth
that i wasn't the girl for you.
still i didn't have a clue,
so my heart depended on you.
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I'm a girl
Been told a guy will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored.
I know thats no life
I gave my all, yet still I just cry.
Never again will i be fooled.
To give my all when nothing's true.
I won't be played again.
But I will fall in love again.
I loved you so,
Now you leave me in the cold.
How could this be
I thought you'd only love me.
Into the night
I will pray that you're alright.
You hurt me so,
I just can't let you go.
You took advantage of my willingness
to do anything for love.
Now i'm the only one in pain.
Will you please take it all away.
Never thought being born a girl
How can i love you and be burned.
Now i build a wall
to never get torn again
*lyrics gotten frm ryan's blog
1st is nosecrets-i'll remember you.
2nd is because im a girl frm jini(or smthn)
((;
both equally nice songs.
u got no idea what im feelin right now.
cus i dont even kno it myself.
ahhhh.
stupid flu..
turnin me retarded.LOLS... nicole like wad i say dont she? lols. ya.im turnin qitard soon..=(
lols..
oh..good news..
((; zexing downloaded h&mc 2nd album finish.((:
good.. nw i just hafta go find e 1st one.
good... AHH..stupid shit. im so addicted to h&mc bcus of zexing la.
make me find make me listen..nw im hooked.
hahas. but their songs are nice.((:
like a comfort to e disband of d.a.i.((:
yea yea yea..
no more soapy songs.
time for Highandmighty colour!...
((:
-i tink its u who i miss. i tink it's u i yearn for.. my frn.my illusion.a lil of my evyting.
well.but it's not u im sad for. no.. u make me happy.ur' a comfort to e reason y im sad.
i guess e reason is because i haven let go..let go of a short yet swt yet unreal love..
but dan.... it dont seems to be that reason to..i shld've let go sometime ago..
ah..so wad is it tt im feeling? wad kindda reason?
wad?
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