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Wednesday, May 10, 20065:04 PM
i tink im lazy.
im beginning to hate hols.
HEY. it's not like i dont wanna get outta dis fuckin room n fuckin home n breathe in some rili fresh air.
yea. well.
mon is hideous.i missed superband.
e result show is stupid. jing bao lose.
(but of cus.im happy lucify got in.)
tue.
went out. well.. gotten some stuffs.
n nw im broke. super broke.
im soo super broke.
repeated.
wed which is today.
im emo. super emo.
FUCK.
i rili want some tings to do..n not stone at dis fucking computer . typing o-so-useless-no-1-bothers-to-read-blog.
actually.. i got a call frm well-those-who-know-will-know.
yup. dey wanted me to go for an interview tml at 10am.
fuck. IT'S 10AM.
huifen's interview's on 9.50am.
so we decided to meet up at 8.30am.
yes. finally i got a reason to get outta dis home to get in some fresh air.
BUT IM SOO FUCKIN UNPREPARED!.
yea.. i tink e interview wil b super unsuccessful.
N TML IS THURS!.
e day i haf been awaiting for e whole week.
FUCK.
im soo havin a bad feeling bout this.
sighs. i dont want interview.
if it's on a fri..im absolutely fine wif it.
y thurs? super spoil mood can?
=(
well.
well.
well.
i tink i haf done smthn i shldnt haf done.
i dont know wether dis wil turns out good or bad.
i dont know who wil get hurt frm it ..
i know some 1 will if dis carries on..
bt some 1 will oso gain happiness thru it.
so super contradicting.
..
i hope tings wun turn out bad.
pls.
i seriously hope to get to know u tml.i so super crushing u. yes.
dis is so super not me.sighs.. even sam said i bu yao lian...sighs..
shld i evn talk to u? shld i ? shld i?
im soo super stress right now...
*i tink i stil loves ash. after oh so long.
sighs.
i tink im hafin split personality.
i dont know wads gg on in my head.
shld i or shld i not??
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