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Saturday, May 20, 200611:39 PM
the cruel fact.
been sorrowin up nwadays.
=(
i think im getting fatter. n i think im short.
=( went out on fri. saw a PRI sch boy who's ALOT taller dan me.
=( =( sad sad. whoever that newtown pri sch lil boy is.. dont let me c u again pls.
ur' so lowerin my already vy low self esteem.=(
=(
actually.
i dont know what to update .
seriously.
=(
im superly upset.
well.
that just happens whn u kno ur crush gt a gf.
=(
sad sad.
right.
he did came on thurs for like 5 mins to sign attendance?! dan he was gone...
=(
yea.
he got gf. he need to acc his gf wad.
so y is enqi so .... fuck up?so sour?
he's just a crush.i kept repeating to myself.
but y cant e tot of."he's-attached." leave my fuckin mind.
n y do i get upset evytime i talk to him.evn if it's a few sentences.?
stupid.
i think i gt too addicted.
too overly addicted to him.
wtf.
=(
!he's just a frn. stay as it is.
he's just a new frn i made.
BUT. it's so diff not to think of him wif some girl ..
=( tt lucky girl.
he says he's evil bf. but dan.. i tink he's swt to her.
=( tt damn lucky girl.
i tink im gettin jealous over tt girl. *pouts.
sad sad sad.
blame myself for gettin in such deep shit cus of too much addiction n too much obsession.
=( stupid .
well.
i cant think of anyting happy to say.
i dint went mi carnival.
was too tired. n huifen dint want to go.
somehow.. i just dont feel like doin anyting.
my whole mind filled with."he-got-gf."
shit.
but still i did talk to him a lil today.=( tt's sad. i shld stop my hands frm msn-ing him.
nw i totally understand daphne dear's agony.
=(
we shld go n party n get our minds off e sorrows.
=( tt's e same for geraldine too.
i so understand both of ur agony.
=(
=( sad sad sad.
-u wont know how much i felt like tellin u i lik u,
so many times i open e msn conv. n typed e words only to find out myself backspacing all e words.
luckily.
cus ur' attached.
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