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Saturday, March 18, 200611:55 PM
How can U do dis to me.
Ashley chong . i hope u c dis. i hate u.
hw can u b so happy in torturin me.
=(
u made promises. empty ones.
made me love u .. n nw u regretted. n nw u kno dis feelin aint love.
i dint like u in e 1st place.
u were e 1 who made me love u so much.
n dan u tortured me wif ur lies.
i hate u.
i hate u.
i hate u.
i wanted to forget bout u n move on wif my life.
i isolated myself.
i acted happy.
i acted s if i dun care anymore.
but ..
i rili do.
u made me cry evy single nite.
i hope u wun get any sleep too.
i rili hate u.
i hate u
i HATE U.
but i stil love u.
ITS ALL UR FAULT.
i hope i die. n u wil suffer guilt.
=(
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
n i cant delete my msn history wif u.
n i cant delete my smses wif u.
Y E HELL M I TINKIN OF U.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
n to tink ur enjoyin evy part of ur life.
i hate e fact ur' torturin me evy single nite.
i dun wan to cry anymore.
y cant e tears stop flowing.
y cant my mind stop hafin flashbacks of u.
Y DID I EVN TOK TO U IN E 1ST PLACE.
Y DID I BOTHER BOUT LENDIN U ANYTING. DAN I WUN MET U.
Y DID I EVN WAN TO B UR GF.
Y DID I NOT BREAK WIF U EARLIER.
o ya. my vcd is stil wif u.
i hope u look at it along wif e diary e pen n e drawing n e card. evy single nite wif guilt.
ARGHS.
i hope u look at it like hw i look at ur folded hearts.
i wish i can forget evyting bout u.
i cant move on. i rili rili rili.....love u.
sighs.
i m jus so stupid.
i pray tt u wun suffer guilt actually.
i pray tt u'll live happily.
y m i so stupid?
y cun i bring myself to curse u to death.
i cant carry on anymore.
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