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Saturday, September 18, 200410:46 PM
well...i gues... i will nvr have enuff tym 2 tink hu i lyk...better still... i lyk myself... i scare i will hurt my fren...if dey noe hu lyk ... i scare e guy wun b my fren... scares X 10000000.... i m scared...of evrythn...
jian ming... hu is strawberry??hmm.... duno lehx...mi curious liaox... hahax..tt's y i help u 2 spreadz...
hope he wun get 2 c thz... i m so elated when he wrote e testimonial 4 mi.. n ppl if u c thz...plz dun sae is hu... plz dun spread... :(... rili... e elated feelin is so ...i dunno hw 2 sae....
well.. i gues i dun deserve 2 dream.... haix... dun ask mi y... i lost my frenz... i duno y... basically alot of dem hated mi.... i noe no 1 will even wan mi in their grp..rite? haix... frenz... where r dey when i m all lost... when i m findin a hole 2 crawl in... i gues... dey juz make e hole deeper...
I m alwaes left out...yet i cun sae a single word... '
e place where i cn hide my sorrows in is e council rm... bt nw... i dun seem 2 wan 2 go in anymre... coz i cun find my frenz even when i m in it... dey juz seem 2 disappear.... :(
Monday... goin out wif ppl i call frenz....ya..frenz... bt i dun tink dey cn evn make it...evry1 givin excuses... well i tink i will haf 2 spend my bdae all ALONE...on tue... official 15th bdae... my my family dun haf e mood 2 celebrate it ..aft my bro studies-army problem.... well... i gues.. i will celebrate it all myself...
DREAMS R NVR MEANT 4 MI
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