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Friday, June 23, 200610:06 PM

i created a new blog which will take effect on 1st of july.. hahas..cus i dont want lose my june's posts..((: well... so..yups..((; try to relink me whn i change alright? i wil put e new link here..(:
oh anw..

A boy and a
girl, the
best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from beginning to end.
Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same, but
neither knew.
Each waking moment since the day
they met. They both loved each other sunrise to
sunset.
He was all she had in her terrible life. He
was the one who kept her from her knife.
She
was his angel, she made him smile.
Though life
threw him curves, she made it all worth while.
Then one day things went terribly wrong.
The next
few weeks were like a very sad song.
He made
her jealous on purpose he tried.
When the girl
asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied.
He
played with jealousy like it was a game.
Little did
he know Things would never be the same.
His
plan was working but he had no clue.
How wrong
things would go, the damage he would do.
One
night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just
her
and the blade, no one else home.
She dialed his
number, he answered, "Hello"
She told him she
loved him and hung up the phone.
He raced to her
house just a minute too late.
Found her lying in
blood, her heart had no rate.
Beside her was a
note, in it her confession.
Her love for this boy, her
only obsession.
As he read the note, he knelt
down and cried.
Grabbed her knife, that night they
both died. She was found in his arms, both of
them dead.
Under her note his handwriting said: "I
loved her so, she never knew.
All this time I loved
her too."

that wassomething tragic.something swt.
enjoy it.

uh.. im gonna get e converse shoe me n huifen's been eyeing.((:
GSS ..only 39 bucks. until 23rd of july. hahahas!.
i love GSS. ((: cus i love shopping.!.
DARLING HUIFEN.... i wan my bugis shopping trip n my eyebrow trimming session n my make up session n (er ..manicure pedicure session?) LOLS.

a gd news to start a night... MY DARLING NICOLE's GOING TO back in sg(on sun 6am..) hahhahas
((: HEHS.
<3>
faster go hm n talk.i miss u so!.((:

these days i was hooked to MY NAME IS KIM SAM SOON!.
((: hyun bin's damn hot.
OOH. im gonna borrow e dvd frm XUETING DEAREST!!
hahahas. we wil share hyun bin alright? <3

well... it wasnt a really good week..
i had one of my worst day on mon.
well..it's over..n i dont feel like spoilin my day on elaborating that day.((:

if he pulls u near, whisper into ur ears e things u wanna hear,made u go OOH, gave u a peck on e forehead..n say e softest goodbye..
if ur' sad.. it might probably cus u wont c each other again.
if ur' happy... it might probably ur love just started.
((: 1 scenario.2 complete different feeling.

im nt sure why i said that.. the tot just came to my mind..
like i can picture it well.. cheers to my good imagination. hahas.

enqi is quite sickish and bullshitish nwadays.
i tink i need a good day rest frm e world cup.
=( owen..
=(
sighs..

alright.. R-E-S-T. will update again probably on july 1st.((:

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Friday, June 16, 20066:47 PM

hahaahas. SPASTIC lookin me.lols.

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Huifen ask me drink this ting we made....

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so naturally..i pick it up n drank it.. n huifen pointin with her pen.

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Water coming out from e wall..lols

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Huifen tryin to show kf some prove of what he said but dint do..LOLS..

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Crystallisation ~ lols

ok..that was some stuffs we did in class...lols...

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now now..i swear i look funny..

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she looks violated..but i can c alil smile down dere. HAHAS. an shuang right nic?

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narcissistic.(((:

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dont eat 1st..POSE!

That was wad we did in pizza hut..lols..

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me n wendy.co bbq.((:

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hahahas.((:

2 pictures of co bbq.((:

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while waitin for e ice cream to come..
HF DRANK FIN HER WATER(right.)!

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but whn e ice cream came.....

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xuehui was busy lookin at tom n jerry~

that was the day at maestro..eatin icecream..

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n ....dan... today... FLU caught me.. used 2 boxes of tissues within a day n.... a rubbish bin filled with tissueesssss. LOLS

ahh..pls.. flu bug..
GO AWAY!

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12:19 PM

apparently enqi's sick..
n vy sick indeed.
=( e flu just wont go ehs?
=(
maybe it's e fever or e flu tt's makin me emo too.
so nw im physically sick n mentally sick as well.
but at least..not tt bad today la..((: fever's gone.
C..i dont nd a doctor k?! ((:
but well... thanks for e care n concern ppl ((:
nicole..im sorry but i cant join u on ur shoppin trip tml.
maybe nxt week? im rili terribly sick ..=(
latr i go out..run outta tissues ...i wil be shoppin for tissues!....
hahas..

oh ya.. im feelin soapy saddy..wadeva u can come up with.
somehow i dont feel good ..... ='( apparently..i started feelin bad ever since i kno he gt a gf ehs? but nw..it's nt tt.... cus i knew he's just a crush.. someone.like an illusion..tt i yearn for...... mmm..((: well.. just say.im glad we are frns.. he's a nice frn to have tho..((;
lols..
uh..so y m i feelin bad?
i guess nicole's was right. dere's something i cant let go..=(
someone i cant forget ..
or perhaps is just e non stop of listenin to soapy songs.
((;

I'll remember you
it has been so long since we had talked,
i hope that things are still the same.
hoping that they will never change.
cos what we had can never be replace.
dont let our memories fade away.
keep it in your heart for always.
made me believe, i can do almost anything.
stood right by me, from the tears to everything.
i'll remember you, and baby that's forever true.
you're the one that i'll always miss.
never thought it would feel like this.
i'll remember you, no matter what you're going thru.
in my heart you'll always be forever baby,i'll remember you.
i'll promise you, i wont forget, the times we shared, the tears we cried.
you'll always be the sun in my sky.
it may be faint but brings us back to meet again someday.
even tho we go seperate ways, made me believe, i can do almost anything.
stood right by me, from the tears to everything.
i'll remember you, and baby that's forever true.
you're the one that i'll always miss.
never thought it would feel like this.
i'll remember you, no matter what you're going thru.
in my heart you'll always be forever baby,i'll remember you.
if the day should come, you need some one, you know that i'llfollow,i'll be there. dont ever let there be a doubt in your mind, cos i'll remember you.
i'll remember you, and baby that's forever true.
you're the one that i'll always miss.
never thought it would feel like this.
i'll remember you, no matter what you're going thru.
in my heart you'll always be forever baby, i'll remember you.
forever baby, i'll remember you.
*lyrics gotten frm Nicole's blog

I just can't understand the ways
of guys and their mistakes.
you give them all your heart,
and then they rip it all away..
You told me how much you loved me,
and how our love was meant to be
and I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free.
You should've just told me the truth
that i wasn't the girl for you.
still i didn't have a clue,
so my heart depended on you.
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I'm a girl
Been told a guy will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored.
I know thats no life
I gave my all, yet still I just cry.
Never again will i be fooled.
To give my all when nothing's true.
I won't be played again.
But I will fall in love again.

I loved you so,
Now you leave me in the cold.
How could this be
I thought you'd only love me.
Into the night
I will pray that you're alright.
You hurt me so,
I just can't let you go.
You took advantage of my willingness
to do anything for love.
Now i'm the only one in pain.
Will you please take it all away.

Never thought being born a girl
How can i love you and be burned.
Now i build a wall
to never get torn again
*lyrics gotten frm ryan's blog

1st is nosecrets-i'll remember you.
2nd is because im a girl frm jini(or smthn)
((;
both equally nice songs.

u got no idea what im feelin right now.
cus i dont even kno it myself.
ahhhh.
stupid flu..
turnin me retarded.LOLS... nicole like wad i say dont she? lols. ya.im turnin qitard soon..=(

lols..
oh..good news..
((; zexing downloaded h&mc 2nd album finish.((:
good.. nw i just hafta go find e 1st one.
good... AHH..stupid shit. im so addicted to h&mc bcus of zexing la.
make me find make me listen..nw im hooked.
hahas. but their songs are nice.((:
like a comfort to e disband of d.a.i.((:
yea yea yea..

no more soapy songs.
time for Highandmighty colour!...
((:

-i tink its u who i miss. i tink it's u i yearn for.. my frn.my illusion.a lil of my evyting.
well.but it's not u im sad for. no.. u make me happy.ur' a comfort to e reason y im sad.
i guess e reason is because i haven let go..let go of a short yet swt yet unreal love..
but dan.... it dont seems to be that reason to..i shld've let go sometime ago..
ah..so wad is it tt im feeling? wad kindda reason?
wad?

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Sunday, June 11, 200612:42 AM

well....
life has its ups n downs.
bullshit. my life keep lowering itself.. to e deepest depth ..
='(

my day my mood depends on the little things tt ppl does.
how pathetic.
='( if only my mood depends on MYSELF.
i think i will be a happy girl.

love is just a pile of shit can?
='( heartbreaks are inevitable.
well.. at least to me...
those who are in bliss n happiness .. u wont be able to relate to this.

UMM..
so .. when did i last stop?
ooh. 060606.
uh well.
070606- went out with nic wendy n zexing.. tho met up with some other ppl in e latr part of e day. ya.
watched xmen 3.
hey..its supposed to be an action movie right?
how come tears flow down like tap water?!
enqi cant stand noble love.
i dont like e idea of true love. well. seems to me.. that's kindda unreal.
so enqi will tear evy single time she sees/watch those soapy scenes.

080606- went out with like 4 bucks? hahahs. im really broke.
watched the omen. well watched 1/2 e omen.
dont ask me hw i watch it wif 4 bucks in my pocket. obviously some nice person treated me.
ehs lien.?
n so im like a lil guilty i hafta leave e cinema 1/2 way thru e freakin scary shw.
=( mummy called n called. a series of killing calls.
couldnt stand her series of calls n smses.i went home .
to find out no1's at home
she wanted me to check if e door's lock.
WTH.
chatted with nicole on e fone till 4am 090606.

090606. my beloved nicole's bdae.
well well...xD

100606- watched the omen with my bro.
hahahahas. waste money i kno. but dan.. oso nt i pay. ;)
well. wad can i say. e ending kindda creep me off till now.
nono. damien's a cute boy.. yup.. cant believe he's satan's son.
n well. i kno y robert can bear to kil him at e last part(he can do it b4 bein shot. dere's plenty of time. but he hesitated. kindda sucks. well. good luck mr president(who i tink wil adpot him) .
wellwell.

worldcup- mmm mm .
germany vs coasta rica. expected results. 4-2.
mm.
england vs paraguay.
shit. tho england won 1-0 .. but.. well. is an own goal frm paraguay .. indirectly help out by beckham's missed freekick.
owen's injured in well..quite e last part of e match..
mm. =( owennnnn!~.
hahahas.

x) well well..

3 wks i dint c him.n still counting. nxt wk dere's no lesson n so .. it wil b a mth .
bt he called me to ask me for directions to simei. EHS. ((: i kno it's a lil asinine of me to be happy becus of dis. but look at it dis way.. it was e 1st time i hear him over e fone.((: if u were in my shoes. u'll be on cloud nine too.
xD

uhh.
i hope e wounds heal faster.
i dont want to waste my time on useless stuffs.(:

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Tuesday, June 06, 200610:26 PM

alright..i will start with..

Virgo

Turn ons

Virgo`s are very methodical and have great sense of duty but are blind to their own faults so if you have a Virgo partner emphasize more on their qualities (as it is they are not going to accept). Take keen interest in what they are doing and you will realize that they will go out of their way to help you. Do rely and appreciate their mental powers than physical powers. They can turn even an unsuccessful venture into a success.

Turn offs

Do not push a Virgo into limelight or on the center stage unless of course they do so on there own. They are shy and reserved by nature and do not like to be cynosure of all eyes. Virgo`s have a secrets that virtuous as they are would not like to come out in open so even if you have the key to their secret skeleton closet hide it do not admit even that you know anything about it. Virgo, the virgins, does not want to tarnish their public image.

hahas.. mm.. im a virgo.... well..im not ALWAYS superstitious. but e above thing i took from a email is quite true..

someone said nt only do i get upset n happy easily.. im easily jealoused n provoked too.

UH.. alright.. i shall admit.. i gets easily jealoused n provoked.

jealous.- when i c someone with looks n brains n figure.. holdin on to a guy with brains n looks n ..er..hot bod? ya.. that's whn i wil get super agitated n try to walk another path.

provoked- hahahahas. try insulting me.or er try well..make fun of me... n i will scream like mad..evn in orchard road. ((: ya. im that easily provoked.

UH.. hahahas. well. my evidences kindda.. not enough ehs? ((: that shld be smthn good if u think bout it..((: who will want to be labeled as a person who gets jealous or provoked easily.. uh..definitely not me ...

ehs.

ok.. some random stuffs.
someone(yea..someone again.) hahahahs.. asked me.. whats e sudden obsession over jade(superband..not that green green thing)? ERMS.. 1st..it's nt rili sudden la.. i oways go gaga over terrence e lead singer. n xiao long(lawrence).e guitarist. so..ya.. ((: just that e obsession over xiaolong grewww...xD hahahas. n ya. NOT SUDDEN.

dan another stupid dumbfuck qns came.. what bout lucify.. -.-
HAIS.. entertainin qns.. HAIS... alright.. lucify.. ((: i tot i said it before.. it started quite long ago.... whn dere isnt lucify.. confused? read on.. ((: dere was once this band call GeneXis..((: rmbr? alright.if u cant rmbr.. go look for my 2004 dont kno whn post.. gt fotos explanation n stuffs. at that time. i was mesmerized by e performance of geneXis (n ya.. rmbr lze.fier?) alright..((: i guess.. that was e time. whn i started my gaga-ing over shinya n misaki n kel.

ok..oh.. n im nt into paul twohill. erms. well.. nt so la.. i just rmbred him s e "newspapered" guy.. hahahas.. (((: well..nic will kno what im sayin la .. xD is some old memories on chma (catholic high music awards) .. yup... no. im nt rili into him. mmm. im spendin all my attn to lucify(n xiaolong/jade) LOLS!.

ahhhh.. sometime i felt so random in my blog.lols.. frm horoscope to answering some qns.... bt well..

-Love is yet another illusion........no matter how much i want to c u... somehow.. somethings' stucked. i cant.. ur gf.my low esteem.... all e factors added up to one conclusion.. ur' just an illusion i yearn for now. SIGHS.

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